Category: Life
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Worry
Most times I wonder. Most times I worry. Most times I cry. So many things I take seriously. I end up breaking myself. Also end up breaking others. Its such a waste of time. Spinning and bantering. I don’t even like this feeling. It’s not good to be so needy. It’s also not good to…
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Friend.
Why do I care? It’s not something special anyway. That’s what I thought in the beginning. But I’m weeping now. It’s tiring just thinking about it. I don’t know why it bothers me, So much. I hate the fact that, Things are not going as how I planned. Hangouts and deep conversations, It didn’t last…
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Suicidal Thoughts
Suicide is a sin. You’ll do it, and end up in a loop of your actions. It’s scary and painful… Could be more painful than living this life. I believe that suicide is not God’s plan, As God can take your lives in a more ‘proper’ way. But in the same time, It COULD be…
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Ignorance
A cycle of ignorance. Conscious and even unconscious. That’s the fun of life. We see and feel differently. Even pairs do so. There is “I understand you”. They’re not lying. But they could be lying. It is a form of comfort. But it is also a form of empathy. Let’s place the first statement last.…
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As Good As New
A fallen piece. I stepped on it. It broke more. It didn’t shatter. Just damaged more. I found some sticky stuff. Maybe that could help. It seems safe to touch. So I touched it. Blood. But I’m not hurting much. Let’s just put you back together… Ignoring the red stains on me. Because it did…
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Too Needy…
Here I am… Sitting and thinking… Nothing else… Just my negative thoughts. It’s been clumped together for days. It’s rather frustrating to keep. I just wished I wasn’t this negative. Always thinking I’d be a hassle. I might be not… But I just think I would. I want to express and cry… To be showered…
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Anger Issues
Sensitive and Insensitive. They take turns. Resulted with Anger. Annoyance came along. It’s a bit tiring to control. Please, stay clam.
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Something.
It’s… something. I can’t see it, Or even touch it. I can’t scratch it, Or even wash it. It’s untouchable. Sometimes it gives me this cold feeling, But sometimes warmth too. It’s pleasant, But distracting. It’s dragging me somewhere… Somewhere I desire to go, But scares me. A place that could make my dreams come…
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Allergies
I have allergies. Don’t judge me when I act weirdly. Sometimes it’s itchy. Sometimes it gives me headaches. The only thing I can do to avoid such things to happen, Is just to avoid what causes it. Medication helped me, But now it just doesn’t work. The doctor said I should stop the medication, Because…
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Dependent
The feeling of being adored How does it feel like? The feeling of being admired How does it feel like? The feeling of being cared How does it feel like? This eagerness Of wanting to be pampered. I don’t like it. But somehow I want it. Being strong and independent It makes me feel good.…
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